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02-04-2007, 06:23 PM
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...take a look at me now...
y`all wanna know MY STORY?
...well, listen to this... By the way, I'm Ryan (my others names are - Paul, Adrian, Francis, and another MALTESE name u wouldn't understand) I'm from Malta; that's in Europe I'm 22, gonna be 23 this year (on the 25th August) ;-) I'm unemployed at the moment Well...here it goes... there was a time...when i used to go clubbin` with my old friends from school and due to a problem considering transport since nobody had a car-we were only 14/15; well, we used to go to this place by bus BUT on our way back the bus wouldn't stop close to my home and I'd always have to walk a "long" street in the middle of the night-that wasn't nice So then ONCE, when i was at this club with my friends from school i happenned to see my cousins there and somehow they told me to go back home with them since they used to go home with a mini-bus, BUT the 1st time we didn't meet again so that i could go with them since me and my friends from school didn't stay at the club my cousins were So then the next time (the weekend after) i decided to go clubbin` with my cousins with the mini-bus and meet my friends from school at the club...weekend after weekend i kinda got used to it ,and in no time Since school was over and me and my friends from school decided to go to different high schools and therefore we couldn't meet that much, well, me and my friends from school "grew apart" Time passed by, and i even decided to stop goin` to high school myself therefore i kinda started lookin` for a job (my 1st job ever) In 2002 i'd apply to work with this company (ST Microelectronics) maybe u know it, one of my cousins already worked there... Then i was about 17 and since u only get the driving licence when ur 18 i started taking driving lessons by the end of 2002 and the beggining of 2003 i got my licence, but i had to save some money before i could buy a car; and i couldn't get my dad's, since he doesn't drive(he don't have no car) Well, then in 2004 i FINALLY bought mine- a white Toyota Vitz/Yaris i'd always use it to go to work and on weekends- i bought it on April/May BUT then on the 25th August it was my 20th b-day, and that was ok TILL ELEVEN (11) days later when i had a CAR ACCIDENT of which i don't remember a damn thing I just know from what my mum/professors told me Since i had to spend ONE MONTH and THREE WEEKS at HOSPITAL Plus, the accident didnd't happen coz i was drunk or somethin` They said I had a kinda "THROMBOSIS" Which means-half of ur body gets kind of "paralized" for a few seconds/minutes (it was my left-hand side leg and arm) that's why i hit a pole while driving back home (i was driving alone in the car) And that led me to think a lot, coz usually i'd never be alone in the car on the weekends, i'd always have somebody with me At least my "once BEST FRIEND" BUT to my surprise they told me he wasn't even there that night And i still get to wonder how come i did go out in the first place, since all my other cousins were just ladies, and if i were to go out i'd never go out being the ONLY man around! Well, hospital was over, and when i got out (on the 20th October) So...I got in hospital on the 5th of September 2004 and I got out on the 20th of October 2004. Well, then on the 20th of November 2004 my mates from work organized a "Welcome Back" party where they surprised me with an ELECTRIC GUITAR... That time was over too... And by 2005 i had to end my SICK LEAVE coz even if i was outta hospital i was taking medicine and i'd use to go to the out-patients dept. for i had to do "exercises" for my leg to get better since it WAS and STILL IS a NERVE that got "twisted" or somethin` inside my left-hand leg...So, i went back to work, BUT i only lasted 3 days there I just couldn't make it, u see, we'd have to put on these kinda "overalls" which i couldn't do that very easily coz of my leg so i quit Before all this i got to know that my "once BEST FRIEND" had been FIRED from his work and so we'd hang around for a while BUT then he soon found a job and that was good for him-I thought... UNTIL he started AVOIDING my calls and I've never seen him since then, not to think about my other cousins which had done the same even before he did that to me(just when i got outta hospital) NOW...NOW... NOW I'm writing this stuff, a VERY LONG story, huh?! BUT i'm doin` this...coz i'm HURT I'm doin` this...coz I'm ANGRY On my 20th b-day (a few days later) These were my PRESENTS: I LOST my car (which i had for only 5/6 months) I "LOST" my job MY "FRIENDS" walked away And everything else... Not to mention that i'm still paying for the car loan coz obviously i was working for that now when i find a job right after the professor tells me i can stop taking these pills, well, i'll have to work to continue PAYIN` the LOAN Coz ...money? I ain't got none Friends? I ain't got none And ever since all that has happenned to me Faith? Maybe a little; but I'm LOSIN` IT Even the FAITH in me Dreams? I had...ONCE...I still HAVE but I'm losin` HOPE And I gotta hang on to some kinda ROPE! ;-) Sorry for taking too long, but that's not even the whole damn thing Bleep! ;-) ................................................ ----------------------------------------------------
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02-06-2007, 11:22 PM
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JUST Blahhhhhhhh!!!!:P
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And of course im pretty sure u will never forget even though we always wish for our bad pasts to go away but they always stick around..Just know this look into the future and keep staying strong yes its hard at times. Just dont give up!!!
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02-09-2007, 04:29 AM
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Man, there is a reason for all of it. I was headed down the wrong street for the first 14 years of my life till I met a man that kicked my butt and showed me things I did not believe could exist about where I was headed. Now I know better. A couple of my 'childhood' friends are dead and some others are in prison. I have a decent job and a good girl friend. It can all work out if you let it.
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02-10-2007, 07:42 PM
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look to the future not the past im sure it has been a very terrible experiance i wouldnt like to go through it but you have to make of life what you can...you look towards the future and im sure 1 little star will guide the way,i dont have many freinds left but 1 thing is for certain life is what you make of it and im sure you could make your life great again...i know im no good with advise but think infront not behind!!!good luck ryan
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02-11-2007, 11:22 AM
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Thanks man, u said ur not good with advise but that sure is a good advise where u said that i gotta look towards the future!
And I kind of am, lookin` towards that Coz as soon as i go to hospital to "talk" with my professor about this medicine i've been taking for almost 2 years and 4 months now I shall be looking for a job, hopin` i find some GOOD friends this time I'll keep on paying the rest of the car loan (the car that's been long gone now) Plus then i'll be saving SOME money COZ I WANNA GO TO USA, to CALIFORNIA actually, I'll be making SOME investments in me, meaning i'll try my best to get to have a CAREER REAL SOON I have SO MANY DREAMS! Maybe SOMEDAY they'll ALL come true! ;-) 10x TYKES80 ...the SLAVE has spoken! ;-)
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