02-10-2007, 08:36 PM
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life!!!
i dunno what happened when we was little school children
we used to hang round in gangs as you do,all skipping school going home then meeting back up at night,we would go get our usual bottle s of cider and alcopops from the nearest store and just sit around getting drunk.later on in the evenings just go out on little missions and it would be fun(as is for most 14-15 yr olds) we would go around even meet new freinds along the way,this we did for quite a few years then on leaving school we all seemed to be getting distant slowly but surely some went out got jobs others just faded away,i was 1 of the ones that got a job but couldnt keep it so kept moving from job to job finally i found ia job i enjoyed and the money was good(still is)i t was the longest job i ever did keep and still doing it to this day, i met new freinds in the workplace and had my 2 brothers,sister and sisters boyfreind working there too but like all jobs my brothers went off to work at another place together my sister and her boyfreind settled down made her own little family and now its just me again,i know i have to look to the future but im a very shy guy and dont find it easy meeting new people and sometimes i just feel too lonely to do anything,i dont have such a good opinion of myself and i know i should but we cant help how we feel,i just seem to be some kind of loner. i know it doesnt help i work 6 days a week and for a 26 year old i should be out enjoying life but i just want to make sure i give myself the best i can but after thinking about it why am i trying to give the best if i got noone to enjoy it with...(think i said enough) there is 1 person from the little gang i know passed away and i feel sad for him but i know he still there in memory and that will never fade. you were such a good kid panda r.i.p buddy. |
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02-17-2007, 04:24 AM
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JUST Blahhhhhhhh!!!!:P
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I feel you on this one tykes... and ur not a loner either you have a really good head on ur shoulders and a very good heart that will lead you one day to that special someone...Just keep doing what your doing your a good guy!!!
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02-17-2007, 07:14 PM
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Yeah sounds pretty much the way things are going for me so far but you just gotta know all things will change and soon get better, it may time a bit of time but it will happen.
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