i am 38 and never been married and still a vergin! let that sink in a minuet. i know that you dont beleave me bou it is true. you see as a child i had a over protevited mother and a daddy that didnt care. i know what you are thinking how can the marriage work betwen two people like that. well it did and it didnt. my parrents was actuiley sepperated and still liveing in the same house if you can figer that out. so much about my parrents now about me.
i was mulissed by a two couson at different times for a countless number of times when i was a child may be about 8 or9 years old. after this and seeing my parrients fight during there marrage and now my brother and his wife fighting.
iwant to have a normal live go out on dates and get married someday but at the same time i dont want to live a life like i had to go through when i was growing up or put anybody else through a simmiler situation.
i have talked to and helped a lot of children with there life every thing from other children makeing fun of them to running away and even sewside. untill one day a child came to me for help. when he started telling me what he was upagenst all i could is stand there and cry the child ask me what was wrong and i told him that i couldnt help him because it was the same thinge that i was going through at that time and still is
