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I seriously need advice
okay, so im gay...lesbian, whatever....anyway. Ive been going with this girl for 3 years. She is the love of my life for real. we were high school sweethearts and basicallystarted going together at 16, well, so i "cheated" on her within the first year we were together. rememver, i was sixteen, i was scared to be tied down with 1 person that seriously because, well, i wasnt sure if she was THE ONE. Ive caught hell periodically between then and now with people i hang out with. she never trusted me with anyone because she was scared i would cheat again. throughput the next few years, i knew she was the one. and i made it my priority to have her by my side for the rest of my life. i threw her a surprise birthday party a few weeks ago and we stayed the night in the hotel room. due to other issues i was dealing with, i didnt call her for a few days. she called me 3 days after her party breaking up with me...so im like yo?! what happened? so its been like2 weeks now and she calls me yesterday and tells me that theres something she neeeds to tell me. so, by this time, im scared. so she tells me she cheated on me...with a DUDE, her co worker. right now...im crushed. no one has a clue as to how much this girl means to me. then she tells me she not only did it once, but 4 times. i dont know whether to forgive her, cuz she forgave me...or to walk. im seriously desperate for advice. I wouldnt normally writh in this forum thing, but i really need advice, seriously.
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