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Goodbye Friendship
Typed letters then…
Unspoken words
Communication comes to a hault
The silence eats at my heart
My words come out as a struggle to breathe
“So, we’re over?”
His response takes forever to reach my ear
“I guess.”
Tears run down my face
The pain is hidden in my words that I refuse to speak
I will not show him I am weak
For that would hurt him too
Connection is lost without another word
I can’t express the feeling that I have
One month, two days
All gone in 30 seconds
And now I just can’t go on
I turn on the warm water
Trying to wash away my distress
TRESemme…
Aussie…
Sunsilk…
Rinse.
All the steps I go through everyday
Except…
Razor in my hand
I watch the blood running down my leg
Into the shower drain
Warm, salty liquid from my eyes
Why didn’t I see it?
He needed time…
I know…
I’ve got to tell him goodbye.
---Sorry I let you down, Mikey.
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