gocmax

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I sat there wondering to myself, why would anything so bad so deadly happen to one person. How can the human soul endure something so ruthless, the quest to seek the answers in impossible to complete. Having not written in over two months i've decided to quitely return to the texts of the computer screen, wondering, pondering. Taking what i've learned in the past few days to try to understand why our life lockets keep ticking. Slowly i churned the questions in my head over and over until they spun uncontrollably into my eyes as they slowly dripped down my cheek.
You would never believe the things i've seen, but you could guess, then again you could never guess the things i've thought. None could do that, its something that we all have in common, yet can't understand. The human mind has the power to think of all human knowledge, we just haven't found the key to unlock the chest its held in. The journey to discovery is indeed lined with many bumps, yet the human race has completely destroyed that path. yet thousands of chests are still waiting to be unlocked.
I believe that i have unlocked one of these many chests.. the one holding emotions.. yes emotions, the one chest people fall back onto every day of there life. This chest however is the one of sadness and greif. Taking out the feelings and holding it in my hand.. hearing the locket tick away as time keeps passing by. I just hope that this locket of emotion.. "My Soul" if you will. isn't broken.. but to my disapointment it is. The locket of my soul is broken, never to be fixxed. Hoping that i can replace it, i indeed failed again.. for the only thing to replace it is new emotion.. its like when your heart breaks, it shatters into thousands of pieces, but you get your heart back when that one special emotion or person enters or reenters your life.. hopefully not to break it again.