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What is Going on?
I know I have not posted in awhile things are very strange right now and I have no clue what is going on anymore. It may just be simple depression I don't know but it is really starting to hurt my health.
To put it as clearly as I can I will quote Cortana from Halo 3.
"So much of me is wrong...out of place..."
I sit at home all day with only short excursions to pick up applications to get a job and then to return them. I play video games, surf the web, listen to music, watch TV, eat, and sleep all day. Also despite all this inactivity I haven't gained any weight. I am also slowly losing interest in doing those few things, and sleep is a relative term most of the time I can't sleep and when I do its so light that i get no rest from it.
As for when it comes to social interaction its little to none, I mainly sit here at my computer and pine away after one of my best friends wishing I had her so much so that I dream of her.
So as it stands I sit here jobless, school-less, losing interest in my hobbies, unable to sleep well, wishing I had a girl I can't have, and slowly getting sicker and weaker. I am starting to really doubt myself.
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