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Hear me out before you judge
My name is Liz. Most people know me on my other screen names as either unknownunloved00 or misunderstood. I haven't been on this site for a long time until today. But now I don't know what to do.
I'm in love with this guy, but the thing is, I don't know what to do. He's mad at me cause we got in to a fight today. I don't wanna hurt him, but it's like everything I do is wrong. He's not my boyfriend. We've gone out before. But I still love him, and he says he loves me. If we love each other so much then why can't we get along?! I don't get it! And why is it that everything I do is wrong. It's like all I ever do is hurt people. I just hate myself.
In simple terms...
I WANT TO DIE! 
I'm also bipolor. I don't have medicine for it though. I also have anxiety attacks and can't breath. Why can't I be good enough for ANYONE?
I'm only fourteen years old, but please don't tell me there will be others. I'm so tired of hearing that. It doesn't help. It makes things worse.
Last edited by lostkittenlookinfordragon; 06-27-2007 at 04:32 PM.
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