|
I Am Who I Am
I am who I am,
Yes, I'd love to change
I hurt the ones around me
But my unfortunately luck
I try so hard that I end up
hurting those I love the most.
I really feel strongly about
my family, and friends, and those I date,
But yet I push them all away
Why do I ask myself,
But I cannot answer
for I dont realize I do it.
The newest victim has my heart
but in mine I feel i'm pushing
him away,
The first one that holds my heart
I push him away by my actions.
For I never really understood it till now,
I push people away with impatience
Though I couldn't understand it
why they all turned me away
I am so blinded by fogged eyes
that I can not see the truth.
When the fact of it is,
that in all it has been there
hidden, lurking, awaiting for my eyes to see,
What I have seen today
that opened my eyes
the truth was there looking back into my eyes.
The cold hard truth that faced me,
that I knew would slap me like the bitter cold
The pain in my heart that aches me
stabs threw me like a knife
For I am who I am
Now as I look in the mirror
at the face starting back at me
I hardly reckonize the person
before me as I cry inside
at the fear of losing the best thing
that has ever happened to me.
For I am who I am
Now maybe as I face the
world with opened eyes
Maybe before its too late
I can fix the damage that
I have done and caused.
For I am who I am
Looking in the mirror
I see the new me staring back
Hoping and praying its not to late
For I am who I am
This is me love me or leave me
|